What’s the Point? 180109

I’ve read many blogs about music, makeup (which are kinda boring – I don’t wear makeup), food, travel, introverts, fashion, life, etc. Yeah I tend to read a lot, subscribe, then forget due to the fact of being ‘Subscribed’ to everyone aka too many ppl.
Music. Yes, music. It’s my outlet. To what? Life. I guess that’s how I’m seeing it. Actually I’m currently listening to Better Man by Bloo as I write this at work. I find that I’ve been here many times. Where exactly? At the end of the rope where I literally just want to give up because I don’t know what to do with life, myself. Motivation is not a word in my dictionary. Why? Well I think I had it when I was younger, but now that I’m older it no longer had an effect on me. Huh? What I’m trying to say is that no matter how hard I try or no matter how hard I try to accept others encouraging words it doesn’t motivate me. You may think that it’s because I don’t want to be encouraged. Okay you may be right! BUT. I will say that I did push away people who were trying to help me when I was younger. I blocked myself off from them, wanting to do my own thing. And in the end, I try to open the door to “Encouragement/Motivation” – but from what I see it’s sealed with permanent glue. So naturally people’s encouragement slowing drips off my shoulders like rain on a raincoat. 
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BACK TO WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT.
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Music. Heh yeah. I’ve wanted to start up a music blog about the new/old artists I’ve come acrossssssssssssssssssssssssssss. Oops. My finger fell asleeep^^ 
If I’m not mistaken I believe I have a couple ‘blogs’ over 3 different blogging sites. Hm. Let’s see Blogger, WordPress, there’s another one but my brain just went blank. -__________________-
One is enough. I keep making new ones for no reason. Okay take that back. I just don’t know how to add topic blog post to my blog & was impatient to learn how to. Thinking blogging can’t be that hard. They said just start.. why is it more difficult when adding different topics?? I don’t understand that part of blogging. Okay I know I say I what going to talk about music, but all I’m doing is rambling aka a short rant. I don’t even care if no one reads this. Like why should I? There’s really nothing too interesting that I have to say. Yeah I know I shouldn’t be pessimistic about blogging, but hey that’s my life and how I live. Not to say I don’t want an audience, but I feel like I’m only interesting to myself. If other people are around I shutdown. Literally. My brain goes on vacation/holiday/hiatus (took me forever to think of that word).
My brain has literally turned to mush due to listening to Hoody on Spotify. I need something a little more inspiring so I switched to CL’s new song on YouTube called ‘All In’. 
Her vocals make your heart sway side to side. Heh I don’t think I said that right. It’s definitely a memorable song. I should really look up the English translation.. FOUND IT!!!!
[Chorus]
I need you all in
It’s everything or nothing now
You know what I came here for
I need you to give me more
Say you all in
Let me take you to the top
Show me what you came here for
‘Cause I don’t wanna wait no more
I need you all in
I need you all in

[Bridge]
Don’t you be afraid to be too deep
I need your body
Set my body, set my body free
I need you now, don’t keep me waitin’
I need you all in
I need your body
Set my body, set my body free
I need you now, don’t keep me waitin’
I see it in your eyes
Fire runnin wild
If I’m what you want


[Chorus]
I need you all in
It’s everything or nothing now
You know what I came here for
I need you to give me more
Say you all in
Let me take you to the top
Show me what you came here for
‘Cause I don’t wanna wait no more
I need you all in
Wait is her song really in English??? Like I’ve listened to this 5x since it came out and just now realized it’s all in English…
I’m not trying to downplay this song by any means. But it reminds me of that one song by either Beyoncé or Rhianna… I don’t listen to their music… but I’m pretty sure for those of you who do… might now of which part of her song I’m referring to..
{If you havent realized Im just randomly writing [typing]… about whatever comes to mind… ^^}
In my last blog post I mentioned about how people need to stop sleeping on @ryuseralover on YouTube. I believe he’s already posted 4 or 5 vids within these 8 days. I’m listening to Red Velvet & BTS *Kingdom of Cards. I know. He has the best kpop mix titles. My bad. He’s put out 8, plus a vid when he went YouTube live 2 days ago (which I missed, again). For you ARMY’s out there you know how there’s that rumored 8th member, well I’m sure @Ryu is that 8th member and @QPark is the 9th member. If you haven’t heard of @QPark I feel like you’re been living under a rock. I’m sure you’ve seen people share his videos on Facebook… He’s from New York, used to be on Vine (if I’m not mistaken). [Edith does definitely have to put up with a lot] He dances kpop in public, but not what you’re thinking. Heh I’ll just let you find out for yourself #QSquad .
Since I’m on the topic of YouTubers.. in a sense anyway.

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@danielionsmusic, @danielionsplaylists, and @smyangpiano are my go-to music finders.

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